Iridescent - Linkin Park

When you were standing in the wake of devastation
when you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
with the cataclysm raining down, insides crying save me now
you were there and possibly alone.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

And in the burst of light that blinded every angel
as if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
you felt the gravity of temper grace falling into empty space
no one there to catch you in their arms.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go,

let it go
let it go
let it go
let it go

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

Life as We Know It

"Look, having somebody help you doesn't mean that you failed. It just means that you're not in it alone."

- Life as We Know It

O Sole Mio - The Three Tenors

What a beautiful thing is a sunny day,
The air is serene after a storm
The air's so fresh that it already feels like a celebration
What a beautiful thing is a sunny day

But another sun,
that's brighter still
It's my own sun
that's upon your face!
The sun, my own sun
It's upon your face!
It's upon your face!

When night comes and the sun has gone down,
I almost start feeling melancholy;
I'd stay below your window
When night comes and the sun has gone down.

But another sun,
that's brighter still
It's my own sun
that's upon your face!
The sun, my own sun
It's upon your face!
It's upon your face!

Tears in Heaven - Eric Clapton

I had to leave the country to celebrate your 49th birthday. There isn't a day, an hour, that I don't think about you. With all my heart, my love. With all my heart.

Mess of Puppies

Steve on the brain as his birthday approaches. This is really just a taste of Steve. As always, I'll take it.

"Far away feelings" from Steve

E-mail sent to me by Steve ten years ago today. My 9/11 story changed since Steve died. I view all of our history differently now.

Far away feelings - September 11, 2001 at 10:32 PM

Today strengthened my resolve to be with you my love. I miss you so... 

Missing - Bruce Springsteen

Everybody Leaves

"I miss him too. There will never be another man who will love me when I'm young and pretty, and then always have that picture of me somewhere in his heart."

- Six Feet Under

Inception

Ariadne: Why is it so important to dream?

Cobb: In my dreams, we're still together.

- Inception 

Sylvia

Plath: So what do you do when your life... gets as bad as it can... and just keeps getting worse?

Alvarez: You just keep going.

- Sylvia