Crisis Theory

Bernard: I think about him every day. (Steve).  I hear his laugh at odd times. It startles me. Seems so real. I turn, expecting to see him. But he's not there. He's never there.

Lauren: ... I used to hear his laughter, too. When he died, I remember thinking it was like the sun had gone down... and it was never going to rise again. I walked in the dark for so long.  

Bernard: I... can't let him go.

Lauren: I never understood why people said that. If you love someone, why would you ever let them go? That's what saved me. The only part of (Steve) I had left was his memory. And if I died, the darkness would take that, too. But if I kept moving, I could find the light again. And I could bring him with me.

- West World